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Friday, February 24, 2006 @ 11:41 PM

::Shucks lar::
i noe u guys all v sian of my posts... so u dun havta read it if u dun wanna. im postin dis cuz dis is how i reali feel.. & not how i appear on de outside...
i noe i look lyk way hyper everydae in skool, & sumtimes a little crazy... but im hurtin deep dwn inside...
so mani thing happened since we've got into sec skool... & im not juz tokin abt my fwenz, my own family matters... haiz... i durno wat to do anymore... wats rite & wats wrong... & i admit im hidin my emotions... lyk reali reali hard... but i carn help it... sumtimes i juz gotta let it all out...
i juz watched da grad video... haiz... it brings back so mani memories of our pri skool life... perhaps its wrong to be so attatched to sth tt u noe one day won't be dere anymore.
but can u blame me? every kid loves deir childhood days, da onli one dey can hold on to 4 de yrs ahead.
haiz... one more th, to my v close family fwen... may God always be wit u... & may He giv u da strength to overcome all obstacles in life... i know its a v emotional & tuff time 4 u & ur family now, but we'll always be here 4 u...